Talk a walk they(and by they I mean me,myself and I ) said....it will be fun they concluded, and guess what, it actually turned out to not suck at all. Also I should just tell you that this has been written while walking. If I hurt my face, you'll know why. Right so where was I. I am a sucker for adventure. I want to be bumping into new things now and then. The excitement that glows, written all over you but without words. Have you ever tried or needed to write your own story without words? Like trying to reach for the moon but your too busy gazing at the stars; miscalculate your area of focus then BAM! your dreams/goals/aspirations just flushed down the toilet amongst other shit. Gone baby gone! So what am I saying, I don't know. Yes nobody really knows. Maybe the answers are hidden so deep inside us we're scared of what we might find if we dig too deep. Events or let's just say things that are alien to us tend to create fear. It's a reflex or response if you will
In light of recent occurrences and events. I've learnt one great thing and that is to give yourself time. I wish somebody would've told me that it's okay to not get everything you strive for, that it's okay to not be perfect, that sometimes you need to give yourself a break; just chill, breathe and take it all in, look in the mirror and constantly remind yourself who you are and that it's okay to be human, that your greatest flaws, all the things that are ridiculed and shunned upon are actually what bring out the very best in you. I'm about to dive into the reason that brought me back here. Wait for it.......my beautiful and complicated head and all the contents within😂 and as much as I am laughing, I kid you not. I just wanted to share the war that's in my head with the rest of my troops(this would be you who is reading this). It might sound crazy but I have a voice of reason residing within my cranium...rent free. But then before I shift off topic. A